So, I randomly remembered that I had a blogspot blog. yeah like I said, random. Here is a link to the post that for some reason I was FINALLY able to open up on. I had tip-toed around the pregnancy and all it's, it's, inclusions for long enough. So today, and I don't know why, but I finally let em have it! Any by them, I mean no one.
Take a look, attempt to read it at your own risk! I think I did some of my best rambling ever-